the lachrymist (2010)

by [amos/anon]

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released December 1, 2010

All tracks recorded at TheGreenRoom, Newtown, Wellington.
Except 'Tawnee Stone.' Recorded somewhere on Pahiatua St.




[amos/anon] Palmerston North, New Zealand

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Track Name: 01 Paramnesiac
There is something wrong with me
I used to feel
Something but now I feel nothing
I'm the same as I ever was
But there's something not the same

If I smile again
Will you leave me alone?
This darkness I live in
Has become my home

Go and Live your own Life
Leave me here

What have I become?
This is not me
I used to stand for something
Now I'm just
a piece of the machine
Track Name: 02 Kill your Darlings
I had a dream
It killed the world
I'm not a narcissist
but let's watch
I set the clock
and wait for time
your breath is limited
for that I pine.

You killed yourselves
it seems like sense
Drinking that cyanide
you look too tense
I hold you hand
I help you go
Death makes you strong
Death helps you grow

So eat your beans
Your human beans
Track Name: 03 Pride Precedes
Well I've been searching
for submission
my heavy heart it pounds
just like an oilwell

Weren't you gunna give it to
When you gunna give it to me
When you gunna give into me
weren't you gunna give in to me

I'm my own worst
What I see I need
and what I need I have
Just when I breath my last
I try for one more gasp
and I drown
Track Name: 04 Repulsive Glamour
"You bastards! Why are you torturing me like this? Why!"

I've been down
Just as much as you
Both my arms are
covered in scars like you
I smoke more than you
I'm more fucked like you

This is pain not a game
This is my Life
This is love this is Drugs
This is my knife
This is hate smash your face
on the gutter

this is my life

It's not a competition
if it is, then I'm winning
It's not a trend I'm living

This is my life
Track Name: 05 Tawnee Stone
I'm too
Drunk to
Get up
and Fuck

It's not that I don't
Appreciate this view

It's just I cannot feel my legs
so how could this be sex
or fucking

I'm so tired
But I can't sleep yet
So fucking tired
but I've still got drinks left
I'm so tired

I said I cannot feel my legs
but still you're obsessed